爱是很自私的

love is very selfish :)

hehee ..

after couple back with him ..

this is our yuan fen bhaa ..

but i still scare :( 

scare i will hurt again ...

3 days keep thinking ...

should i believe himm ??

aikxx ..

he told me ..

many many many things ..

aikxx..

i ask mummy should i give him one more change ??

mummy said to mee..

love should me patient ..

should rang dui fang ..

okay :)

seem we still love each other ..

lets us have new begin :) 

sorry keep talk bad about you after break ..

well ..

i still love you :)

but i hate that i love you :) 

i understand this sentence lee ..

hahaa

noob mee :(

but between me and my friend..

i know you all dont wan see i cry again :)

i know you all worry me..

but i will choose this way ..

i know what i doin ..

dont worry :)

your alexandra:)

still be strong when you all there for me .. :)

izzit ?? 

today is 27/4

is our 5month monthsery

wuhoooo ~

next month half year loo :)

hiak hiak :) 

hope this second time couple back ..

you and me know how to zhen xi dui fang ..

dont make us because one small things argue..

we big enough liao..

we learn many things about d pass ...

END :) 

what means ? can i know de answer ?

today out whole day ohh ...

after wake up online yi xiaa ..then go prepare :)

then ask mummy send me go damai ..

aikxx !

damai again ><

second homee jiang !

hahaa ..

thn go kopi ping find khan khan and kayee :)

sorry yaa ...wait me so long :)

like xiao jie kan ?

no bhaaa ..kiddin .!

yamchaa talktalk 

then go center acc khan and kayee dye hair :)

that time nothing to doo ..

i ask kim kim join us :) 

at last she comee lee :)

thn annie too

we five sopoo :)

at that saloon keep laugh laugh silly us ..

we have fun bhaa 

suddenly annie said jason wan meet me talk about somethings

what that leh?

thn go find himm  loo

yuan lai is be his hair model ohh ><

waahh ><

so scare lehhh ..

i wanna answer him dont wan de loo ..

but i said to myself try somethings that never try :)

so i say ok to him ...

wuuuu ~

scare lehh ..

scare because wo xiao xiao li jiang bhaa ..

aikxx :(

i know i can de laa..

ALL THE BEST TO ALEXANDRA !

HAHA ..

after meet him go back saloon find khan loo..

she at tagalok there ! 

me ,khan ,and kim nothing to do ..

help thm work loo ..

long time didnt work liao oh >< 

we three so serious to that hair ohh :)

fun fun :) 

help kim kim la zi hair 

suddenly annie comee ..

and said GO LOO !

jason waiting go yamchaa >< 

okay loo..

we fast fast do loo..

thn go main door meet jason :) 

go DAMAI again ! 

kopi ping again :)

haha ...reach there i go UP 2 YOU !

find jennifer ! 

SHERENE ! hapie b'day sayang :)

DRINK SOME BEER !

thn back kopi ping loo..

suddenly kim get one call ..

is from him :(

kim go out awhile take somethings ..

when she back saw her head holding ONE  name tag ..

she give it to me ..

AND SAID ! 

ALBEN gei hui ni :(

i dont understand why he wan give back me ?

can i know d answer?

aikxx...

STOP ! CHANGE TOPIC !

after finish yamcha at kopi ping ..

we go PARADISE !

drink drink :) 

reach there straight take paper and write 

CUO DE REN !

kimkim keep look at me she tot i sad :( 

i'm not sad just miss him only laa..

drink drink talk talk ..

our turn to sing again :) 

when i heard is song is

NI SHI WO ZUI SHEN AI DE REN :(

aikxx..

this song he ever sing to mee :( 

khan and kimm look at me ..

i just show my happy face to thm ..

act i not happy sayang..

going where ,hear what song

all is my memories :(

aikxx!

whyy?

ALEXANDRA !

you can move to forward !

you can more happy then before !

you have friends !

dont always tot that you are alone !

END :(

19/o4/2011

today not so happy :( cause wanna sick liao :( it's like  normal after back from school ..go home take bath loo..

thn go see HAN KER SHIEN bsb competion

JIA YOU !

wuhoooo!

but they LOSE :(

64 /47

nvm bhaa :) 

still got next timee ...

after finish watch ..

go take my dinner at damai :(

wuhoo~

didnt smoke for whole day ohh :( 

hope i can STOP SMOKING !

but i trying loo ..

hard lehhh !

after mom mom ! 

when otw back homee ... 

xiao meii ..

call me ask me go yamchaaa :)

thn acc thm loo

3838 again :) 

funn bhaaa ....

today i kinda miss himm :) 

aikxx! 

dont talk about himm laa..

eERRR !!

TOMORROW JUST CONTINUE LAA..

HEHEE ..PAISEHH OHH

18/o4/2o11

well..today after back school go damai

find annie,kayee,khan ,and kong ming ...that time they at saloon wash hairr ...

i nothing want to do at homee ...

so go find thmm loo.. :) 

hiak hiak ..after that jennifer call mee ask me go bao jian tang acc thm mommom.. hahahaa :)

but wo bu er lehh :) 

mao bian loo..

when reach bao jian tang at there really many sweet memories :) 

awwwwhh~

but i dint think so much scare i miss him again :(

dont caree laa ..

after that go yoyo find annie and ka yee looo..

talk talkk ...thn 38 38 ..hahaa

suddenly i heard ppl said he got new target liao ohh :) 

GXGX ! :D

what can i do? only wish himm loo..

d pain getting more better already ..

i keep telling myself ..

dont have bf liao ..still have many friend bhaa .. :)

this few days my time fully book by my lovely friends :)

wuhooo ~ 

always reach homee saw dao bubu play with himm looo ..

bad la himm .. 

bite me till bleeding :'(

but i still sayang himm so muchh :)

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