Sunday 11 September 2011

end :(

well ... long time didnt update my blog leee ..
lets start my daily life ~
just step one relationship ~
first i tot we can together walk as long we can ..
together have one new start ..
forget about those pass..
even we still dont understand each other so well ~
but i try to understand about you more then i can ~
but i cant :(
what have i done :( 
i tot after him 
i can more learn more about love ~
is not is getting worst !
:(
i cant hold any of it ~
i try to paste my shang kou ~
and start once again !
but even how many times fall down ~
i try to stand up
again and again !
but whyy bhaaa ??!!
i still cant ?
cry also no use now !
what happen bha ! 
when see other couple can be so sweet ~
i really hope we can be like that too ..
but is too late le ~
all is end :( 
never return le :(

Thursday 14 July 2011

i'm sorry

sorry long time didnt update my blog ...
so lazyyy :(
well .. 
many things happen ~ 
7 months also end already ~ 
new begin again :)
this time we really broke up ..
never return anymore ~
seriously this is my first time hold this relation that long 
 but its just take one week to put down him ~ :)
i really learn many things about love ..
i learn how to put down ~
d first day is really so damn suffer :( 
i cant stand it .. 
but i keep telling myself to be strong ~
never give up ~ 
 today 15.07.11 
i make it ~ 
even  suffer but i still have my lovely friends to cheering me :)
bring me go gai gai ~

suan le ~ pass alreadyy ~ lets SKIPPPP ~






btw i miss you LZS !
 huuuu ~ 








speechless alreadyy ~ got time just coutinue laaa :) 


SINGLE <3 REALLY FEELS GOOD !

Saturday 11 June 2011

what mean SISTER ?

Well..
i always treat you all as my close sister 
got what things share with you all ...
i think you all will understand me after last time that things happen to us again..
i know you all worry me ..
you all use wrong way to take care of me ...
aikxx ....
whyy?? 
this things happen to me again ..
you all know how deep i love him 
but you all still dont understand ...
你们我的好姐妹。。
每次我需要你们的时候你们总是来安慰我
但是你们用错方式来担心我了
每次我饿的时候你们总是请我。。
我知道他的脾气是有点坏
但是他是爱我的。。
他对我好的时候你们都没看到。。
其实他是很疼我的。。。
他骂我是为我好的。。
不是无理取闹。。。
他不想我学坏罢了。。。。
很多东西你们不知道。。
希望你们可以能了解我们的感受。。
其实我比谁都痛苦。。
因为的不到你们谅解。。
你们知道吗?/
我手掌是肉手背也是肉。。
你叫我怎么选择。。
换个角色。。
你们又会怎么做呢??
如果你们遇到真的很爱很爱的人。。
那请问你们又会这么做呢?
我现在也不会过。。
因为我心很痛很痛。。
你们好像都不是站在我这一边。。
给我可以有个依靠。。
我希望你们能体谅我感受。。。







THE END




Friday 10 June 2011

we still not suit to back together !

well .. i think he will change but not reach one month ~
he start again ! 
i still small i cant be a prefect girl in his eye ~
but i always try my best ~ 
aikxx !! 
mayb he not my type ~ 
i should let go from start :)



really speechless le ~ 
dissapointed !

Thursday 5 May 2011

exam exam

hello ~ 
nothing much happen too~ 
:)
today exam maths maa !! 
diuu -.- zui HATE de loo ...!
today late go school tim >< !
DONT TELL PEOPLE YAAA ~
wo ku yi late dee :D
HATE go that perhimpunan bhaa 
everyday perhimpunan !!
aikxx..
ni men bu sien ,wo dou sien laa..
HAI YE !
reach school stay at mini hall wait denda :(
issh !
then suddenly saw dao kimberly 
she just finish perhimpunan :D 
hahaa....
i just escape from denda (late come school)
so i called her 
talk talk !
wanna know we talk what ?? 
DONT WANT TELL YOU GUYS LAA ! :D
hahaa !~ 
reach class almost time to exam ,then like normal put all bag at coridoor ~ 
aikxx !
then teacher give me d exam paper ..
when i open d paper my mind all blur maa !! 
hai yee !
NA DAI SI LAA DIDN'T STUDYY :(
ta ma de !
aikxx !
do ,not do also same de laaa...
leave my paper blank
then start back to my lovely dreams :D
HIAK HIAK 
hao cai bring dao my jacket
if not sleep wood again -.-!! 
><'
LAN SI SCHOOL LAI DEE !!
''BAD LEH ME''
my school look ><
uglyyy !!!










THE END :)

mayb give up is best choice between us

we break up already :(
mayb i be a useless gf at all
i lie him once ..
i'm wrong
i know.
last time he trust me 
but now i lied him 
make him cant trust me anymore
dont trust le :(
yi hou dou bu xin ren wo le :(
without trust in one relation is hard to move on...
i break up with him
mayb is my best choice
and 
mayb i not suit for him
not suit at all :'(
i'm not that prefect that you think:(
mayb i not that prefect in your eye..
i still a small girl..
and you are a big guy ..
i cant make all what you want 
5 months
5 months really many memories..
i let you go once and once
i regret for d last time..
i really regret let you go for d last time..
but now 
couple with me
just give you stress and sad
I DONT WANT !
i really dont want !
let you go 
i just can see you happy is enough to me
huuu~
can i cry ?
i really want to :'( 
吴欣宜 !
PLEASE STAY STRONG ..
dont be last time de you
i should not cry ..
but why i still have that sour ?
WAKE UP PLEASE !
maybe this is just a dream !
nvm :')
take care bii 








































THE END :'(

Wednesday 4 May 2011

happen again :(

hello <3 
sorry yaa long time didnt update blog liao :(
no timee ..
today at school nothing happen ><
like normal jiang loo >< 
ishhhh ~
sleep whole dayyy at school ..
teacher also didnt teach us ~ 
syok also bhaa ..
heeee ~
after back home we argue again :( 
aikxx...
almost break tim :'( 
aikxx ... 
that time too stress and sad .. 
go out buy rokok
heeee ....
walk walk .. then go damai kopi ping sit loo..
aikxxx ,,
ALONE
then 5 .26 pm 
walk back homee :)
syok bhaa ..alone walk back homee 
feel dao very relax..
walk walk xia ..
almost reach homee..
got DOG ma ! 
KIMA 
xia dao woo yi xia maa ...
then i run >< 
SHIT !!
feel dao toi soi then stop !
so tired lagi duuu ~
isshh ~
but not longer reach homee ..
wanna take bath 
then mummy said NO WATER wa!
so sticky again duuu ~
aikxx ..
mao bian have to wait >< 
-
-
-
-
-
(to him)
aikxx~ so hard just can back together 
dont easily give up bhaa..
i try not to give up already ><
hope you can understand alaa..
aikxx
sob sob :( 
fast fast back kk bhaa
i MISS YOU DUU ~ 
take care yaa ~
love youu <3
























THE END :)