end :(

well ... long time didnt update my blog leee ..

lets start my daily life ~

just step one relationship ~

first i tot we can together walk as long we can ..

together have one new start ..

forget about those pass..

even we still dont understand each other so well ~

but i try to understand about you more then i can ~

but i cant :(

what have i done :( 

i tot after him 

i can more learn more about love ~

is not is getting worst !

:(

i cant hold any of it ~

i try to paste my shang kou ~

and start once again !

but even how many times fall down ~

i try to stand up

again and again !

but whyy bhaaa ??!!

i still cant ?

cry also no use now !

what happen bha ! 

when see other couple can be so sweet ~

i really hope we can be like that too ..

but is too late le ~

all is end :( 

never return le :(

i'm sorry

sorry long time didnt update my blog ...

so lazyyy :(

well .. 

many things happen ~ 

7 months also end already ~ 

new begin again :)

this time we really broke up ..

never return anymore ~

seriously this is my first time hold this relation that long 

 but its just take one week to put down him ~ :)

i really learn many things about love ..

i learn how to put down ~

d first day is really so damn suffer :( 

i cant stand it .. 

but i keep telling myself to be strong ~

never give up ~ 

 today 15.07.11 

i make it ~ 

even  suffer but i still have my lovely friends to cheering me :)

bring me go gai gai ~

suan le ~ pass alreadyy ~ lets SKIPPPP ~

btw i miss you LZS !

 huuuu ~ 

speechless alreadyy ~ got time just coutinue laaa :) 

SINGLE <3 REALLY FEELS GOOD !

what mean SISTER ?

Well..

i always treat you all as my close sister 

got what things share with you all ...

i think you all will understand me after last time that things happen to us again..

i know you all worry me ..

you all use wrong way to take care of me ...

aikxx ....

whyy?? 

this things happen to me again ..

you all know how deep i love him 

but you all still dont understand ...

你们我的好姐妹。。

每次我需要你们的时候你们总是来安慰我

但是你们用错方式来担心我了

每次我饿的时候你们总是请我。。

我知道他的脾气是有点坏

但是他是爱我的。。

他对我好的时候你们都没看到。。

其实他是很疼我的。。。

他骂我是为我好的。。

不是无理取闹。。。

他不想我学坏罢了。。。。

很多东西你们不知道。。

希望你们可以能了解我们的感受。。

其实我比谁都痛苦。。

因为的不到你们谅解。。

你们知道吗？/

我手掌是肉手背也是肉。。

你叫我怎么选择。。

换个角色。。

你们又会怎么做呢？？

如果你们遇到真的很爱很爱的人。。

那请问你们又会这么做呢？

我现在也不会过。。

因为我心很痛很痛。。

你们好像都不是站在我这一边。。

给我可以有个依靠。。

我希望你们能体谅我感受。。。

THE END

we still not suit to back together !

well .. i think he will change but not reach one month ~

he start again ! 

i still small i cant be a prefect girl in his eye ~

but i always try my best ~ 

aikxx !! 

mayb he not my type ~ 

i should let go from start :)

really speechless le ~ 

dissapointed !

exam exam

hello ~ 

nothing much happen too~ 

:)

today exam maths maa !! 

diuu -.- zui HATE de loo ...!

today late go school tim >< !

DONT TELL PEOPLE YAAA ~

wo ku yi late dee :D

HATE go that perhimpunan bhaa 

everyday perhimpunan !!

aikxx..

ni men bu sien ,wo dou sien laa..

HAI YE !

reach school stay at mini hall wait denda :(

issh !

then suddenly saw dao kimberly 

she just finish perhimpunan :D 

hahaa....

i just escape from denda (late come school)

so i called her 

talk talk !

wanna know we talk what ?? 

DONT WANT TELL YOU GUYS LAA ! :D

hahaa !~ 

reach class almost time to exam ,then like normal put all bag at coridoor ~ 

aikxx !

then teacher give me d exam paper ..

when i open d paper my mind all blur maa !! 

hai yee !

NA DAI SI LAA DIDN'T STUDYY :(

ta ma de !

aikxx !

do ,not do also same de laaa...

leave my paper blank

then start back to my lovely dreams :D

HIAK HIAK 

hao cai bring dao my jacket

if not sleep wood again -.-!! 

><'

LAN SI SCHOOL LAI DEE !!

''BAD LEH ME''

my school look ><
uglyyy !!!

THE END :)

mayb give up is best choice between us

we break up already :(

mayb i be a useless gf at all

i lie him once ..

i'm wrong

i know.

last time he trust me 

but now i lied him 

make him cant trust me anymore

dont trust le :(

yi hou dou bu xin ren wo le :(

without trust in one relation is hard to move on...

i break up with him

mayb is my best choice

and 

mayb i not suit for him

not suit at all :'(

i'm not that prefect that you think:(

mayb i not that prefect in your eye..

i still a small girl..

and you are a big guy ..

i cant make all what you want 

5 months

5 months really many memories..

i let you go once and once

i regret for d last time..

i really regret let you go for d last time..

but now 

couple with me

just give you stress and sad

I DONT WANT !

i really dont want !

let you go 

i just can see you happy is enough to me

huuu~

can i cry ?

i really want to :'( 

吴欣宜 ！

PLEASE STAY STRONG ..

dont be last time de you

i should not cry ..

but why i still have that sour ?

WAKE UP PLEASE !

maybe this is just a dream !

nvm :')

take care bii 

THE END :'(

happen again :(

hello <3 

sorry yaa long time didnt update blog liao :(

no timee ..

today at school nothing happen ><

like normal jiang loo >< 

ishhhh ~

sleep whole dayyy at school ..

teacher also didnt teach us ~ 

syok also bhaa ..

heeee ~

after back home we argue again :( 

aikxx...

almost break tim :'( 

aikxx ... 

that time too stress and sad .. 

go out buy rokok

heeee ....

walk walk .. then go damai kopi ping sit loo..

aikxxx ,,

ALONE

then 5 .26 pm 

walk back homee :)

syok bhaa ..alone walk back homee 

feel dao very relax..

walk walk xia ..

almost reach homee..

got DOG ma ! 

KIMA 

xia dao woo yi xia maa ...

then i run >< 

SHIT !!

feel dao toi soi then stop !

so tired lagi duuu ~

isshh ~

but not longer reach homee ..

wanna take bath 

then mummy said NO WATER wa!

so sticky again duuu ~

aikxx ..

mao bian have to wait >< 

-

-

-

-

-

- 

(to him)

aikxx~ so hard just can back together 

dont easily give up bhaa..

i try not to give up already ><

hope you can understand alaa..

aikxx

sob sob :( 

fast fast back kk bhaa

i MISS YOU DUU ~ 

take care yaa ~

love youu <3

THE END :)

爱是很自私的

love is very selfish :)

hehee ..

after couple back with him ..

this is our yuan fen bhaa ..

but i still scare :( 

scare i will hurt again ...

3 days keep thinking ...

should i believe himm ??

aikxx ..

he told me ..

many many many things ..

aikxx..

i ask mummy should i give him one more change ??

mummy said to mee..

love should me patient ..

should rang dui fang ..

okay :)

seem we still love each other ..

lets us have new begin :) 

sorry keep talk bad about you after break ..

well ..

i still love you :)

but i hate that i love you :) 

i understand this sentence lee ..

hahaa

noob mee :(

but between me and my friend..

i know you all dont wan see i cry again :)

i know you all worry me..

but i will choose this way ..

i know what i doin ..

dont worry :)

your alexandra:)

still be strong when you all there for me .. :)

izzit ?? 

today is 27/4

is our 5month monthsery

wuhoooo ~

next month half year loo :)

hiak hiak :) 

hope this second time couple back ..

you and me know how to zhen xi dui fang ..

dont make us because one small things argue..

we big enough liao..

we learn many things about d pass ...

END :) 

what means ? can i know de answer ?

today out whole day ohh ...

after wake up online yi xiaa ..then go prepare :)

then ask mummy send me go damai ..

aikxx !

damai again ><

second homee jiang !

hahaa ..

thn go kopi ping find khan khan and kayee :)

sorry yaa ...wait me so long :)

like xiao jie kan ?

no bhaaa ..kiddin .!

yamchaa talktalk 

then go center acc khan and kayee dye hair :)

that time nothing to doo ..

i ask kim kim join us :) 

at last she comee lee :)

thn annie too

we five sopoo :)

at that saloon keep laugh laugh silly us ..

we have fun bhaa 

suddenly annie said jason wan meet me talk about somethings

what that leh?

thn go find himm  loo

yuan lai is be his hair model ohh ><

waahh ><

so scare lehhh ..

i wanna answer him dont wan de loo ..

but i said to myself try somethings that never try :)

so i say ok to him ...

wuuuu ~

scare lehh ..

scare because wo xiao xiao li jiang bhaa ..

aikxx :(

i know i can de laa..

ALL THE BEST TO ALEXANDRA !

HAHA ..

after meet him go back saloon find khan loo..

she at tagalok there ! 

me ,khan ,and kim nothing to do ..

help thm work loo ..

long time didnt work liao oh >< 

we three so serious to that hair ohh :)

fun fun :) 

help kim kim la zi hair 

suddenly annie comee ..

and said GO LOO !

jason waiting go yamchaa >< 

okay loo..

we fast fast do loo..

thn go main door meet jason :) 

go DAMAI again ! 

kopi ping again :)

haha ...reach there i go UP 2 YOU !

find jennifer ! 

SHERENE ! hapie b'day sayang :)

DRINK SOME BEER !

thn back kopi ping loo..

suddenly kim get one call ..

is from him :(

kim go out awhile take somethings ..

when she back saw her head holding ONE  name tag ..

she give it to me ..

AND SAID ! 

ALBEN gei hui ni :(

i dont understand why he wan give back me ?

can i know d answer?

aikxx...

STOP ! CHANGE TOPIC !

after finish yamcha at kopi ping ..

we go PARADISE !

drink drink :) 

reach there straight take paper and write 

CUO DE REN !

kimkim keep look at me she tot i sad :( 

i'm not sad just miss him only laa..

drink drink talk talk ..

our turn to sing again :) 

when i heard is song is

NI SHI WO ZUI SHEN AI DE REN :(

aikxx..

this song he ever sing to mee :( 

khan and kimm look at me ..

i just show my happy face to thm ..

act i not happy sayang..

going where ,hear what song

all is my memories :(

aikxx!

whyy?

ALEXANDRA !

you can move to forward !

you can more happy then before !

you have friends !

dont always tot that you are alone !

END :(

19/o4/2011

today not so happy :( cause wanna sick liao :( it's like  normal after back from school ..go home take bath loo..

thn go see HAN KER SHIEN bsb competion

JIA YOU !

wuhoooo!

but they LOSE :(

64 /47

nvm bhaa :) 

still got next timee ...

after finish watch ..

go take my dinner at damai :(

wuhoo~

didnt smoke for whole day ohh :( 

hope i can STOP SMOKING !

but i trying loo ..

hard lehhh !

after mom mom ! 

when otw back homee ... 

xiao meii ..

call me ask me go yamchaaa :)

thn acc thm loo

3838 again :) 

funn bhaaa ....

today i kinda miss himm :) 

aikxx! 

dont talk about himm laa..

eERRR !!

TOMORROW JUST CONTINUE LAA..

HEHEE ..PAISEHH OHH

18/o4/2o11

well..today after back school go damai

find annie,kayee,khan ,and kong ming ...that time they at saloon wash hairr ...

i nothing want to do at homee ...

so go find thmm loo.. :) 

hiak hiak ..after that jennifer call mee ask me go bao jian tang acc thm mommom.. hahahaa :)

but wo bu er lehh :) 

mao bian loo..

when reach bao jian tang at there really many sweet memories :) 

awwwwhh~

but i dint think so much scare i miss him again :(

dont caree laa ..

after that go yoyo find annie and ka yee looo..

talk talkk ...thn 38 38 ..hahaa

suddenly i heard ppl said he got new target liao ohh :) 

GXGX ! :D

what can i do? only wish himm loo..

d pain getting more better already ..

i keep telling myself ..

dont have bf liao ..still have many friend bhaa .. :)

this few days my time fully book by my lovely friends :)

wuhooo ~ 

always reach homee saw dao bubu play with himm looo ..

bad la himm .. 

bite me till bleeding :'(

but i still sayang himm so muchh :)

一周通过这么快：）我爱他已经越来越少..我应该高兴还是难过？但为什么我仍然觉得酸？跟他分手后..我一直让自己忙..所以我不会回想起我们的回忆..但是为什么呢？布莱恩的所有地方，我们留下的回忆吗？他在追女孩真的很好：）我想他已经忘了我们之间所有的回忆。。我真的觉得我和他之间只是一个梦想..当一切都没有醒来...请不要让我走..我只是想留下来..现在就连他不能照顾我了..但我还是有朋友..也许下次我们还会再见面：）你咳嗽恢复多了​​：）..不要使自己胃：）见到了你你最后一次看要开始生病...多保重！希望你快乐....

女生：

1、如果你有他，请你尽量少让他吃醋。

你应该为了他拒绝所有男生的要求，只是为了他的那一点安心。

2、如果你有他，请你对他忠诚。

3、如果你有他，请不要拿别人的好来和他作比较，虽然他嘴上不会说，但他心里会很难受。既然你选择了他，就不要挑剔他的小小缺点，他只会用他自己的方式来爱你，因为他就是他。

4、如果你有他，请你在朋友面前给他留点尊言，因为到时候别人笑话的只能是你而不是他。

5、如果你有他，请你做大事之前先跟他商量商量，虽然你是他的“领导”，但是他也是领导的另一半.......

6、如果你有他，请你为他擦擦他打完球时脸上的汗。这不比他愿意弓腰为你系鞋带困难。

7. 如果你有他，你会说：“亲爱的，我们要努力，为我们的未来而共同努力！”

8、如果你有他，在他喝醉后请给他准备一杯奶或是一杯蜂蜜，然后让他擦擦后快点睡觉。而不是一个劲的骂他喝多了。

9、如果你爱他，请你想办法帮他戒烟，而不是给他扔烟。

10、如果你爱他，请你回复他的短信或是电话，因为你不知只要见不到你，他是多么的担心和想念.....

男生：

1、如果你有她，请你不要再和别的女人暧昧。如果她也这样，你会愿意吗？

2、如果你有她，请不要随时随地都在监督着她，更不要不断烦人般的问她在哪。有些事不要问多了，也不要管多了，因为每个人都有自己的空间，即使情侣也是。你更要相信她对你的忠诚.......

3、如果你有她，请记着她的所有爱好，记着她的每一个愿望，记着她的口味，记着她不爱吃什么，记着她对什么过敏，记着她害怕什么，记着她的伤痛，不仅要记着她的生日还要记着她家人的生日.....(如果脑子记不住，就记在本子上)(最好设置成银行卡密码）........

4、如果你有她，就不要老看那些路边的美女，起码不要在和她一起的时候看~

5、如果你有她，请在她需要你的时候尽量尽快的回到她身旁，因为她需要你的肩膀。即使你无法到达，再忙也要回个短信或是电话。

6、如果你有她，请你在她悲伤的时候给他一个肩膀（不要怕累），然后你再像哄小孩子一样轻轻的拍着她说：“亲爱的，你还有我呢，有我在，永远别怕......”

7、如果你有他，请不要摆一副自以为是的臭脸，更不要太大男子主义。爱情是平等的，真正了解和互相体谅才对。

8、如果你有她，请你记住所有对她的承诺，既然说了就不要背弃。

9、如果你有她，请你一直牵着她的手，不要轻易的松掉，要给她幸福！

10、如果你有她，当她因没注意你的感受，而和其他男生疯玩了半天后找你道歉时，请你不要责怪她，你只要说：“亲爱的，不管你走的多远，只要你最后能回到我身边就行.....”

11、如果你有她，请让她天天开心。

男孩女孩们：

如果你们有了彼此，请你们珍眼前的每一分每一秒，

请你们彼此忠诚，彼此信任。

如果你们背弃了任何一点，或许后悔会陪你一辈子。

有自己所爱的人的，是真心爱对方的。

(copy paste de)

girl also know how to cry 

boy also knw :)

他不是超人

也会有喜怒哀乐

也会哭、也会脆弱

不要把他所有的付出当作理所应当

因为你们其实没有任何法定关系

不要拒绝他带你走进他的生活圈

因为他也有属于自己的生活

男孩子的心也会跟你一样的细腻

请别轻易伤害了他

不要假装生他的气

因为你不开心的时候他最难过

不要以为只有你会受伤

即使你受伤了他会不停安慰你

你还有那么多的异性朋友

他受伤了，

会一个人在角偷偷落舔噬伤口

不要在和他上网聊天的时候还和其他朋友继续聊

你可知道他为你退出游戏、关掉其他窗口不听音乐

他为你放弃了兄弟放弃了自己

却等到你原本发给别人的话语会是什么感受

如果你真心爱他

请不要随便离开他

他渴望的是平静幸福的生活

他的心也会累

别让他任何等待的时间超过半个小时

即使真的有事也要向他解释一下

并且忙过后尽快的去联系他

不要和他赌气

除非你不再在意他今天是否过的好不好

爱他就做出来给他看

不要隐藏你的爱

他会慌张

不要讨厌他人来疯似的电话或短信

因为他给你打电话或者发短信的时候

就是想你的时候

他电话打的越勤每天想你的次数就越多

别随便冲他发脾气

或者因为在外面受了委屈而冲他发脾气

这样对他那颗爱你的心不公平

你可知道他即使天塌下来的时候

对你仍是那么的温柔

别拿他和你认识的其他男生相比

即使他再平凡

也长着一颗愿意为你付出一切的心

也请不要在他跟前称赞别的男孩

他也会吃醋

请包容他那些无心的错误

这是他挽救自己过失的唯一方法

请不要在他犯错过后就离开他

别在小事上斤斤计较

这样会让他心凉

不要在他的内心

将自己摆在第一的位置

那样的你

不配让他如此去爱

不要处处觉得自己的前程比他重要

或者因为自己的前程而忽略他的

你可知道

他为了你早已经放下了自己的一切

鼓励他更加优秀

你是他最大的动力

他所有的一切都是为了证明给你看的

学会听他向你倒苦水

而不是你一直向他倒苦水

不定期给他发些暧昧短信

让他可以知道你有多爱他

如果你们争吵了

你的一句“我爱你”

抵过万句“对不起”

它可以让他重新疼你爱你